Forgive me for not thinking of a better blog entry title. I couldn't. Actually, it's more along the lines of, "I didn't want to because I'm too darn lazy."

I'm doing a bit of cleaning up. I start the Spring 2012 semester on Friday and I'm pretty jittery about it. I'm afraid about failing, getting depressed again, and not getting into the jazz ensemble. I hope I get into the ensemble, stay content throughout the semester, and get at least a 3.0 for this semester. I'm retaking MATH 150 and CLA 110 Fall 2012 so that I get those two F's out of my GPA and raise it. It will help me so much. The F will show up on the list of courses I've taken, but it won't be averaged in once I get a C or better. I'm going for the "or better" option.

I must say, I miss dancing. I mean going to a studio and taking a dance class. I don't care too much for the people since I've never really connected well with the people in my dance classes. Then again, the people I was around weren't the best. I'd still love to go and dance. It's something about dancing in a studio and on a stage that makes me happy.

I'm still trying to organize this mess, but I'm getting tired so I'll probably stop once whatever is on the floor isn't on the floor anymore. What I call a "mess" others may call "okay" so I'll let your imagination be the judge of how things in my room look.

Note: Writer's block... Is it really a block in your mind? Is it negative energy trying to stop you from doing something good? Is it your body saying, "take a break" because you've done too much? Is it actually the feeling of an idea forming? What is it?

I totally forgot to start that new format I wrote about in an earlier post... FUCK.