My sleepiness isn't improving. I tend to lie around a lot these days and have recurring thoughts. I won't remember what I was thinking, I'll revisit a thought I thought I finished but didn't, or I'll try to think about what I'm trying to think about or solve. It sounds confusing, but that's what's been going on.

I really didn't get much done. I had and still have work to do, but I'll end up panicking. At that point, I can't calm myself down and try to work because I won't be able to steadily concentrate. I would just lie down because that's all I can do. Sometimes... well, a lot of the time recently, I can't even watch something and laugh. It's like my laughter has to be forced. I'll be hurting too much and I won't be able to laugh naturally. It feels really bad.

Note: It all comes to an end eventually.