I don't mind seeing people in relationships, but if I feel that they're complaining about something that's good that I've never experienced, I'll feel sad about it. I can understand why they'll say it, but right now (because of the mental issues) I'll start contemplating why I'm not in a relationship and that everyone else has had the chance to experience one. I'll trip into the "I'm not good enough hole", but I'm starting to see that hole before I fall in. It's something that has to be worked on over time.

I don't get sad or angry while with friends who are in relationships because I'm friends with the ones I'm referring to right now. What I do hate, which they don't do, is when people go off with their boyfriend or girlfriend and hold each other and kiss and mew (Yes these bitches fucking like to mew!) and other shit while I'm standing there. That just gets you slapped. Period. *insider* Daniel, you done goofed. >.> *insider*

I do want to be in a relationship, but what I want more than that is to get myself together and understand who I am before I get into one. I cannot be in something with someone else if I don't have myself together. I want to become stable before I do that. Being unstable and not understanding yourself is what creates so many problems in relationships.

*cough*I know someone who needs to think that way.... Just saying.*cough*

I didn't date when I was younger because I wasn't a "popular girl" and no one liked me. That used to make me sad, but right now I say fuck that and I'm damn glad I wasn't with any of those bitches. One guy, C, who I really liked in grade school turned me down, said I was annoying, and only acted like he liked me when he could use me to his advantage because I was book smart and gullible. Years later, when I'm about 17, this bitch wants to hit me up on Facebook and want to see if I want to "catch up" and "meet up somewhere". Bitch. >.>

There were guys I liked in high school here and there and when I saw they didn't like me, I'd still try to dress to impress them and all that stupid stuff. I finally came to an understanding in junior year that I don't have to do that. None of them were good enough for me and I didn't have to put myself out there for any of them. I told myself that I should wait until I find myself and become stable before I get into a relationship. I take relationships seriously. I'm not here to play games, give you a good time, or to just be there. I'm worth more than that. If you can't be a man or take me seriously, there's a cheaper girl on the corner waiting for you.

Note: I'll be in a relationship when I know who I am.

I still didn't get the macaroni I said I would get in the post before this... I'm going to go get that macaroni now...

My Dr. Pepper from yesterday is flat. ヽ(;´Д`)ノ Wait... *drinks it* Yeah, it's flat. (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ No, you know what? (╯°□°)╯︵ (ヽ .□.)ヽ