I really don't know what I should call today. It's not about 11-23 because the day just started so I think it should be left as 11-22

Fuck, I just had deja vu about writing that last sentence while I had a research paper that has been bothering me. Uh, this is interesting.

I didn't go to class today (11-22) because I thought I could wake up at a good time and work on the paper. I was wrong. I ended up sleeping in. I would like to put the blame on my period, because it can make someone very drowsy and feel like they need more sleep, but I should blame my self and accept the fact that I'm terrible at getting out of bed.

Ah, that wasn't so hard.

I really don't like to get up though. I haven't had a complete sleep since I was forced to move downstairs. When I say "complete", I mean that I'm never completely asleep. Something is always bothering my subconscious and I'm afraid that the bed will fall in... again.

It's because of those reasons that I never get a good rest.

I'm hoping to pull information and ideas from somewhere so I can write this damned paper. It's been too long, I had an extension and went over it, and tomorrow should be the last day I should try to give it in. It's a shame, but this is what has happened. I hate hate hate writing papers especially when I feel pressured to make them "perfect" because I spend too much time worrying about doing when I should just go and do.

Note: Don't just sit there. Don't cry and worry. Go and finish and it will be done.