I had a large gap between days in late October/early November because of stress. Those were days that I should have seriously blogged and examined what I was thinking, what I was lacking, what I needed, where I had to go, how I had to grow, etc.

Right now I'm *stopped writing because she got a text*

I'm sorry. Right now my text ringtone is a part of Message by MYNAME. It can be pretty startling.

After listening to some podcasts from Steve Pavlina, I feel very ready to change a lot of things in my life. I was feeling very down, confused, unable to think and unable to work. I don't really want to type everything that I learned because it would be too much and I want this post to be brief. Overall what I learned is how to do HARD WORK. I learned self-discipline, working efficiently, how to get work done, and all the things I needed to hear. I'm so glad at this moment that I found this information because it is something I need dearly.

This should be the end of this post. There's not much more to write. I doubt my writing style will change. I'll probably sound a little more witty and "older" in the fact that I'm thinking differently. (I really couldn't find a better word than older. Mature, no. Thoughtful, maybe.)

I must write one thing I learned that I really appreciate is about decision making. Don't spend time that will get wasted. Don't worry and think about what do to or stress about planning. Just do. Sit down, block out distractions, no... AVOID and DENY distractions and work. Keep working because once you fall into that working mood, everything will come to you.

Ah, now to make this post look pretty and place bolds, underlines, and highlights. Just because I can and I like to. ;D