Classes are getting somewhat better. Chemistry is still chemistry. I'm kinda seeing what I need to do, but at the same time I don't know the best way to manage my time so I can literally go in on studying. There's the tutoring center I may start going to. I gotta start going to people'e office hours and harassing them with questions. I will do it! I will!

I've felt a lot better after that dream I had that I wrote a long long long post about in my dream blog. Here's the post: http://deceptionoftheheart.blogspot.com/2011/10/after-about-14-hours-of-rest.html

Read only if you're looking for some inspiration, have the time, really care about me, or anything that would make that post of importance to you. If you're a bitchy critic who just likes to poke at things and say "this is weird" or "that's dumb" or "you're crazy" then damn right I'm crazy. Now go somewhere that you're wanted.

Oh... I'm sorry. You couldn't find a place? Too bad. Don't care. Not helping you. Note all of these phrases which aren't really sentences. Shows how much I care.

Chi Omega... I don't know anymore. I'm going to this meeting on Friday to decide once and for all if I'm going to stick with it or not. There's always other things I'll have plenty of fun in like capoiera (which I'm going to try tomorrow! :D), the Seoul Club (starting this year), Accounting Society, (they invited meh T^T) Japanese Media and Culture Club (Woot! Go Japan!), and the South Asian Culture Club (Woo!). Look at how many interesting choices there are. Now I'm really leaning towards the "drop it" decision. I liked what the women's fraternity was about, but I'm not about risk to wasting my time while hoping that this will work and miss out on other great things. ESPECIALLY CAPOIERA!

Besides, after my last class on Friday. I want to chill with friends late or just go home, watch stuff online (Dramas and YouTube FTW!!!), play games (FUCK YOU KILLZONE: LIBERATION! I will defeat you!!! D:<), or just plain old sleep.

I hear and feel some insecurities trying to bring me back down. After the high I felt from that dream that got me to understand everything, I don't plan on falling. I hear it more than I feel it. It's like now I can finally tell it STFU.

Never look at creepypasta posts on tumblr. Don't look up something about a longneck that looks like a female that wants you to remember why you're afraid of the dark. It got to me and kinda is right now..... NAH SON. WE DON'T PLAY UP IN HERE. >.>

The Great Mother one made me think though. I actually liked it. Here's the link. Had to reblog it. Don't get easily scared of her at first. Even if you do, read the text and look again. http://darkfire-382.tumblr.com/post/11298678382/2218-the-great-mother-looks-down-upon-you-with

That's it for today I believe. So much for "bits and pieces". Well, they still are bits and pieces, but just... a lot more than I expected... Yeah.

I'm outta here. *Jackie style* >.>

-Kakurayami Reika