I know what I should do to make sure my grades are solid, but it will come at the cost of my freedom and friends. I don't see how to balance the two. If I see my friends or hang out even a little, the grades will drop. It's like it's all or nothing. I'm trying to look up what to do, but most of it is a repeat of what I've already heard. I'm thinking of trying the "work hard as fuck" plan, but I don't want to because I know I'll go mad and I won't be able to see the great people I've met. It's tough as hell. I wish I knew who I could go to, but it's hard. I might start with Nassor since he seems to have everything going smoothly and then go to someone who's taking Chemistry and is older than me or is in my class and doing well. I just need some guidance. That's it. Good guidance and hope that I will and can do better. No, I can do better. I just need to believe it and start seeing improvement.

With that...

Time to shower. >.>

I haven't washed my hair in two weeks. D: Gotta do it Saturday or Wednesday or SOMETHING! I don't want it to go unhealthy and break. ;-;