(I'm trying to type with this stupid right hand of mine, even though that's the one I write with, and it keeps hurting. I usually use my middle or index to backspace and when I keep doing it for a long time it begins to hurt in that area. I barely use my ring and pinky fingers. It drives me so mad I had to type this and hurt even more... A lot of backspacing was just done. FUCK.)

I never knew about all the stuff she was going through. I used to think she didn't like me that much as compared to Wynter and that I was just annoying to her. I don't talk to anyone like I should and therefore no one really feels like they know a lot about me. We finally got through some stuff Saturday and I'm glad we did. I just have to learn that I can talk to them and that I'm not a burden when I need to tell someone what's going on. After that day, it made me feel a lot better about things in general.