I'm listening to the music on my blog play from a different tab and I must say I MISS going to dance class. I just want to learn some new dances (from videos, groups, whatever) and go IN! I miss ballet/pointe, tap, caribbean, hip-hop, jazz, and ballroom. I love dancing. I forgot how much I loved it. I really want to find a dance school soon so I can learn technique. At April's Dance N' Feet, I was NOT learning that shit. It was just do this if you already could and then be put in the front. Bullshit. That's what it all was. The only woman who knew technique and was a good teacher (Miss Tracy) left. She was the one who first taught me tap and jazz and I loved her. She was chill and taught you a lot. Miss Nicole was a lovely person. She taught you how to dance from the soul and with energy. She also told you some things about life too. Miss Jojo is the best when it comes to being original with caribbean and tap. I miss those classes. Ballet was great with her too, but I believe she taught tap and caribbean better.

So now it looks like I did get something from that school. Yes, I did, here and there, but not technique. I'm talking terminology, fancy turns, crazy jumps, all that stuff you see on So You Think You Can Dance and on the internet. I want to learn that and they weren't offering it, so I left. Well, it was because of that and because Junior year of high school was a beast.

I'm not playing bass like I used to. I need some new music.

But seriously, what I need is this:

I'm not even joking. A full sized one and at this point I don't care what kind of bow I get. I can use German or French. I just want a fucking full sized upright bass. After playing one of those, I can't play bass the same anymore. I feel like something from inside of me is missing as a bassist. I think I've reached the point where I just NEED to play one again. I've been itching to for months. Somehow, this caused me to turn to practicing piano. I love this instrument as well, but bass is always with me. It's who I am and it's who I will always be. (Don't get me wrong now, I still LOVE my bass Madara. He hates me and hates everyone else even more, but I love him. I gotta change his strings... >.>)

In that order. I love being a musician. I wouldn't change it for the world.