Is it safe to say that my love for education is coming back?

I tend to fail in seeing when I'm doing okay and just be completely hard on myself. Letting the perfectionist take over is never a good idea, but it happens. I need to start seeing the good in what I do. I'm going to fail here and there and I can't be so afraid of it. The greatest people have failed countless times before they got to where they are. I need to remember that because this journey is going to be nowhere near easy. I think after taking this Chemistry exam I will be able to apply myself better to my work and understand it. I've been seriously blowing it all off because I come home so tired.

I used to take the One-a-Day vitamin for teen girls, but I noticed on Tuesday and Wednesday that if I don't take it, it's easier for me to stay awake. Weird, huh? I think I need to take this tablet with my last meal of the day so that I get all my nutrients, but won't get all drowsy in class and stuff. Or maybe it's because I had a really good lunch on Tuesday. This bowl from Chipotle was DELICIOUS. Rice, sweet corn, chicken, GOOD hot sauce, sour cream, and black beans with the sauce. I'm sooo ready to go back for another when I have money to spend. I'm a broke little child. Haha. But yeah, college course wise is starting to ease up for me. I'm glad.