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Day 004: Breakdown
Woke up this morning only to rush to a recitation class for chemistry at 8:10. I was literally up and out running on two crackers in 20 minutes. Whenever I rush like that, things get bad. I'll be really jittery and look insane. Rock back and forth, cry, and sometimes even get suicidal. It's part of the reason why I don't like waking up too quickly or rushing in the morning. Shit, it's why I hate the morning.

I'm starting to see what I need to do with my classes in order to get A's or near them. It's a hard process, but I don't think anyone has went through college like it was the easiest thing ever.

I've always hated and been a little jealous of the people who say they have a 4.0 and took so many courses most people would call difficult and talk about working and studying for it was nothing. I'm working my ass off to keep and improve my 3.7 so when the fuck did college become so easy for some people? I'm starting to think these people either spent no time with people in college or they're just straight up lying. You mean to tell me you got through all those years of work with no sweat? No obstacles? IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE.

Anyone who wants to argue with me and tell me that this shit is easy, please visit me right now and tell me how you did it.

Liar. -_-

-Kakurayami Reika

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