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I Wish
Sometimes I wish I jumped into those train tracks on that day.... Sometimes I'm glad I didn't.Sometimes I wish I was all alone and only had myself to blame..... Sometimes I'm glad I'm not. Sometimes I just want everything to go black and stop...... Sometimes I want to keep existing. Sometimes....... I wish I wasn't born as who I am..... Sometimes I don't. All the time...... I wish I didn't have to have these conflicting emotions going back and forth. I wish I didn't have to feel the need to be perfect. I wish I didn't feel the need to please everyone and get past everything in the world with everyone loving me. I want the good to outweigh the bad so I don't have to keep thinking about this. I want time to relax BY MYSELF and not have any worries or fall into suicidal thinking. Why can't it be easier? Why do I have to go down this path? |
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My real name is of no matter. For now, we'll stick with Kakurayami Reika. Ah, may age? I'll allow you to guess. :] I live in NYC, but my mind lies elsewhere. I'm a musician and I play electric & upright bass, piano, alto saxophone, guitar, drums, and harmonica all in that order. Order of ability to play of course. I love bass the most. ♥ Normal | Bold | chit chat.
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